queenofheartsrp | ０１８ ☠ voice

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I want to breathe. I am tired of being cold and empty. How much longer.

You've lost me. Whats goin on?

I'm tired.

Tired of what?

Being.

[For once in her life Gavril is visibly shaken.]

Woah, wait a second here. Only people who want to kill themselves say shit like that.

[She looks sad in response, tired.]

It does no good. I just came back.

Then what do you plan to do?

[She shrugs.]

Nothing. Nothing to do.

[She'll sit in the corners and wait.]

That kinda hurts.

Why? It's true.

Well shit, I mean don't I make you happy?

Sometimes.

[A small shrug, head drooping to one side.]

But... you don't change me.

Change you...? Is there something wrong with how you are now?

Yes.

[She doesn't have to think about that.]

I am killing time. Waiting to rot. There's nowhere else to go.

I love you, but I don't think there is a fucking thing I can do about you feeling that way.

No. I don't think you can.

This is frustrating... Is there anything I CAN do for you?

I want to sleep.

Mind if I join ya, then?

That would be good.

I'll be right over.