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[reverentresistance]

[Ky knows her last question didn't exactly go well, or get her the answers that she wanted, but this time it's not about religion, so it should go better, right?

She thinks about filtering it from Dizzy, but she doesn't need to hide from Dizzy that she's working on this, not when she'd promised Dizzy she would.]

What do you do when you know what you're feeling is wrong, in order to stop feeling it?

Just trying to focus on other things isn't working.

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[nephentes_rajah]

[ A tilt of her head. ] And who said it was inappropriate, hm~? Who decided that for you?

[reverentresistance]

I have the judgment capable to tell that myself.

[nephentes_rajah]

No you don't. Look at you, reaching out like this. If you wanted to forget so badly, you would have just forgotten all about it!

[ She smiles, though that's not a pleasant gesture. ] You don't want to forget those thoughts.

[reverentresistance]

Or some things aren't easy to forget.

[Ky's sure that they're not the same thing, after all, she'd be happy not to have images of death and destruction, nightmares of the war six years after it was over. ]

[nephentes_rajah]

So then don't forget them. There's only a problem if you create one for yourself.

[reverentresistance]

I don't think you're following me, and I know I'm not following you.

[nephentes_rajah]

[ Rolling her eyes. It's not fun when they're dense. ] Just go through with it. With her, or not, it shouldn't matter. I'm sure you could find some eager volunteers~. [ Yuuka isn't exactly eager, but the woman looks cute enough. ] Isn't it best you get it out of your system~?

[reverentresistance]

[Being dense is much better in Ky's mind than being offended and embarrassed, which is what she is now.]

That's not how love works at all!

It's not...I don't! Giving in wouldn't help anything or anyone, and I wouldn't use someone like that!

[nephentes_rajah]

You wouldn't dream of it? Not even in your wildest fantasies~? [ Yuuka was definitely just pushing buttons, now. ] And how do you know it wouldn't help anyone? Have you tried? You ought to; it can be quite— [ A giggle. ] Fun~.

I guarantee you'll feel like a whole new woman afterward. [ Her finger trails down along her ascot and traces a slow X pattern over her chest. ] Cross my heart.

[reverentresistance]

Wh-- I..! You can't just..!

[ No. Just... no. Ky might have been reduced to sputtering, but she's also sure that she's done with this, and walking away now. ]

[nephentes_rajah]

[ Yuuka laughs gingerly as she waves Ky off. ] Leaving so soon~? [ Too bad. The youkai alleviated some of her boredom, and might have found herself a new source of amusement, but she was really hoping to start a fight. Ah well. Can't antagonize them all. ]