[AU: female] Ky Kiske (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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queenofheartsrp2012-11-11 04:53 pm
reverentresistance) wrote in queenofheartsrp2012-11-11 04:53 pm
5 | Video
[Ky knows her last question didn't exactly go well, or get her the answers that she wanted, but this time it's not about religion, so it should go better, right?
She thinks about filtering it from Dizzy, but she doesn't need to hide from Dizzy that she's working on this, not when she'd promised Dizzy she would.]
What do you do when you know what you're feeling is wrong, in order to stop feeling it?
Just trying to focus on other things isn't working.
She thinks about filtering it from Dizzy, but she doesn't need to hide from Dizzy that she's working on this, not when she'd promised Dizzy she would.]
What do you do when you know what you're feeling is wrong, in order to stop feeling it?
Just trying to focus on other things isn't working.
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It's just... There's a girl from my world here, and... I like her. She likes me too, but I'm not even sure if it goes from friendship to romantic. It seems to, but she's very naive. She might just want to hold hands and that sort of thing because the context is different to her.
Meanwhile I have feelings for her that are certainly romantic, and sometimes...sexual as well. It's the sexual part that's a problem.
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Ah... well, I don't see what's wrong here exactly. Unless there's something else to this.
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[But by practice...yes.]
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That's a past behavioral choice, there's nothing binding me to it, beyond the fact that I don't see marriage on my plate any time soon. Particularly not here.
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[ There's a difference between being a virgin with no plans of sex in the future and being celibate. ]
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[She was thinking something else entirely.]
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[Ky knows that that's right, since there could be no church sanctioning here, could be no church sanctioning of something between two women.]
She proposed to me, but she didn't understand what it meant.
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She offered it as a way to end an argument.
[An argument that was Ky ending things with her because she didn't feel they were right, but still.]
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