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[reverentresistance]

The Queen's power has to be less than God's... So why do you think He lets us be brought here? This goes a little beyond giving us free will, don't you think?

[Ky's unsure herself, but there's no way to gain certainty. She can only find out what other people are thinking, and that for some reason feels particularly important.]

What purpose are we serving here?

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[undefines]

That doesn't matter. [Her wings/tails/whatever those extra limbs sprouting from her back swish irritably, as if to emphasize her point.] There are youkai that look even more human than me, but that doesn't make them less youkai, you know? Just because our skin doesn't look different enough for your tastes doesn't mean we aren't different on the inside.

[reverentresistance]

Were your parents both youkai?

I suppose that since we're from different worlds things could have worked differently on yours, it's just...unfamiliar to me.

[undefines]

...I don't know anything about that. Even among youkai, I'm the only one of my kind I've ever heard of.

[reverentresistance]

You don't know where you came from?

...I'm sorry.

[undefines]

Not at all. [And she grins, since the information seems to have stopped Ky short.] I didn't have a name for a long time, either. "Nue" is just what the humans started to call me. "Houjuu" is a title I took for myself.

[And, then, she shrugs, not really seeing the need for condolences.]

Is it really that important to know who your family is? I am what I am. It's not like finding that out is going to change anything about that.

[reverentresistance]

I don't remember my family all that well, but it's still important to know who they were. And certainly I've been surrounded by others like me, and it's people that I understand.

[undefines]

Oh, yeah? And just what makes it so important?

[reverentresistance]

Because it's an important part of who I am. Knowing that I had parents and they loved me...

[At least it's been a comforting line of thoughts, like God's love.]

[undefines]

[She just shrugs.]

Who my parents were doesn't make a difference to me. I'm still myself.

[reverentresistance]

It might not be conscious awareness, but you wouldn't be you without them.