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queenofheartsrp2011-08-13 09:41 am
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[dream]
[warning for light torture elements]
[She's Cinderella, running down polished glass hallways. (She is also, at the same time, a rat.) A labyrinth, with walls stretching above her head, too thick to shatter. There's a goal, a reward, a way out somewhere, if she can just find it.
[The center: sunflower seeds (huge to a human, normal-sized to a rat), colored green and silver. She reaches for the reward.]
ZAP
[The shock is painful and from nowhere (or a hand on the dial in Milgram's experiment). She backs away, turns to try the maze again.]
ZAP
[She freezes, waiting for the pain to fade.]
ZAP
[It continues no matter what, and there's nothing to do. And now the maze is clear (her perspective is overhead, even as she's stuck below) and there is no exit, no reward, only endless glass walls, teasing offers of treats, and now the shocks.]
ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAP
[She sags, sliding down the wall and pulling her knees to her chest, and tries to restrain the twitching of her muscles against the torture.]
[She's Cinderella, running down polished glass hallways. (She is also, at the same time, a rat.) A labyrinth, with walls stretching above her head, too thick to shatter. There's a goal, a reward, a way out somewhere, if she can just find it.
[The center: sunflower seeds (huge to a human, normal-sized to a rat), colored green and silver. She reaches for the reward.]
ZAP
[The shock is painful and from nowhere (or a hand on the dial in Milgram's experiment). She backs away, turns to try the maze again.]
ZAP
[She freezes, waiting for the pain to fade.]
ZAP
[It continues no matter what, and there's nothing to do. And now the maze is clear (her perspective is overhead, even as she's stuck below) and there is no exit, no reward, only endless glass walls, teasing offers of treats, and now the shocks.]
ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAP
[She sags, sliding down the wall and pulling her knees to her chest, and tries to restrain the twitching of her muscles against the torture.]
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[she reaches for the girl, despite the previous warning.]
Do they hurt?
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Um... not really. Only when they get taken off, 'cause of the hairs on my skin. The shots and stuff hurt, but they're for my own good.
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[She repeats:] It's for my own good.
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[she grasps Jessica's arms, looking around for a culprit she can focus her blame on.]
It's not good! Not at all!
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[Sniffle]
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[she pulls the suddenly smaller girl into a hug, not sure what else to do.]
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They're the people that take care of you and make sure you're all right. There's something wrong with me, so they're getting the doctors to try and fix it.
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[At this point she stops being a mass in Xion's arms. Her glasses clatter to the ground.]
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[Xion starts, not sure how to cope with her friend's sudden transparency.]
What...what happened?
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[she reaches out to try to touch her, but can't feel anything. Her hand goes straight through the other girl's arm.]
So it just...happens by accident?
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And... there's stuff that's there for me but not anyone else.
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[Warning for a gory image- second link]
[The wall behind her shimmers, now reflecting the two of them, but inside a doctor's office. Strange (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/furikku/visualize/city_pict8a.jpg) things (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/furikku/visualize/gorefiend.jpg) wander around them.]
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Are they dangerous? Do we have to fight?
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Oh...so they're like you. But are you safe like this?
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I don't know... sometimes they run into me and it hurts. I fell down the stairs one time.
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Can you turn back?
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