queenofheartsrp | Sky's Embrace Followup [Video]

Sky's Embrace Followup [Video]

Sorry to send out another transmission so soon, but I wanted to ask everyone to please disregard my last one. I am not in fact married for a week. I will still be in the Fortress because Jessica wanted me to stay. But I'll be here just as a friend.

Thanks, everyone.

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[she is so grateful for the patient explanations. ;o;]

That...makes a lot of sense. [being friends was hard enough when things got complicated.] But if things can work out between everyone, it would be great, right? Love is... [she thinks for a moment.] It's not taking away. It's...giving.

[Zenobia is happy to teach ^_^]

Xion. Wow. You really understand. You must have the purest heart. That would be a dream come true; being able to give love freely to everyone I care about.

Purest...? I--... [she turns a little red, flustered.] It just seems like common sense to me...that's all. My heart isn't...it's full of a lot of doubts. I mean, I didn't even know I had one for most of my life.

Well, so few people seem to really understand, but when I talk to you, you seem so open and honest and willing to listen.

It's okay to have a lot of things to be doubtful about. You've got plenty of time to figure things out.

...Didn't know you had one? Do you mean a heart? [Looks totally confused.]

That's because I know I still need to learn. So I want to hear what everyone else has to say.

[she nods.] Where I'm from, there are people called Nobodies...they don't have hearts. They told me I was one of them.

Still... you are a lot of fun to talk to, and you make me really think about things. I mean that in the best way possible. I'm really glad we became friends.

Nobodies... that sounds strange. Are they... a kind of undead? Is that how they function without hearts?

I'm glad too.

[a shake of the head.] I don't...think they're dead. Oh--

[she puts a hand over her chest, then.] That's right, someone explained it to me...there's something called a "heart" that's necessary for people to live. It's different from the "heart" that Nobodies don't have. They can't...feel emotions. That's what it means.

There are these creatures called Heartless that come from darkness, and they eat those "hearts". So Nobodies are people whose hearts were eaten by a Heartless...

I also have been meaning to ask you: you're in love with someone, right?

Oh... so they're emotionally heartless. Yeah, there's no way you could be one of those. [A moment of horror dons on Zenobia.] Someone's... emotional heart... can be eaten!? Can these "Nobodies" be saved or repaired!?

I don't know...the ones I was with, they were trying to get their hearts back. But they were hurting other people to do it.

[she pauses, then, Zenobia's other question sinking in.]

Ah, I--love? I don't--...maybe, but it's-- [she waves her hands a little, flustered again.]

Just the fact that someone could lose their heart... that's too cruel. And then to have to hurt people to try to get it back.... [Zenobia looks down.]

[She perks back up at the much more preferable topic.]

We've been talking about love all this time. I knew you had someone special in mind. [She giggles.] And you are positively adorable, getting all embarrassed. Is she anyone I know?

A-adorable? [this is distracting her from their previous conversation, now.]

N-no, I just--I don't--I don't know.

[she takes a deep breath, looking down.]

Everything here is so confusing...I didn't even know there were different kinds of love until I came here. And I've met people I could never have met back home...

[when she looks up again, her expression is a little pained.]

I just can't...when she goes home--...she'll forget all about me. So there's no point in figuring out what I feel...

Sorry, when people get all embarrassed about love... I think its so cute and I want to hug them. It's just how I am.

Hmm? Well, that's how life goes. We all have things we don't know. We learn as we go along, right?

Oh, Xion... That's not true. There's always a chance that you two will be here forever. If that's the case, wouldn't you want to figure it out? Wouldn't you want to love her with no regrets?

[she slumps a little, hunching her shoulders.]

It's not like that...she has to go home. Become...a hero. People are waiting for her to save them. And back there, I'm...I'm gone.

For her sake.

{Zenobia's a little taken aback by this. Wow. That is pretty bleak. But-!]

[Zenobia's look of shock melts almost instantly, and she looks more determined than ever.] And even if she has to go... even if people are waiting for her... it doesn't matter.

You're gone back there. But you are here, now! You can love her to your heart's content, here! Even without memories, love transcends everything! Even if she loses all memories of here, I'm certain that, in her heart, she will feel a warmth and a strength and know your love, deep down in her heart.

I know that fear... the fear that everything I've done here, everyone I've met... all the love and happy memories... can be taken from me in an instant. I could be back in a mirror and remember nothing. That's not the same as erasing what happened here, though! Not even close! The feelings are still real!

I'm still scared, but I'm going to be honest with my heart. I think you should, too.

It....doesn't matter?

[even if Sora returns, she'll remember that love...she clasps her hands over her heart, squeezing them together. Zenobia's words make her feel a little dizzy.]

You really...really think so? [more than anything, she just wants to be with Sora forever, but she knows that can't be. But she'll be a part of her, just like Roxas would...]

As long as I'm...in her heart...

It doesn't make the love any less real.

That's what I believe. I think it'd be better to share your love here, no matter what's going to happen. You'll have to make your own choice, but I would love her here and now. Without a second thought.

Yes.

[she ducks her head, looking down at her toes for a moment.]

Zenobia...thank you. I...I need to think about it a little more, but...I'll try to be strong. I think you're right.

You're welcome. You've got plenty of time to think about it. I'm sure you'll figure out what you should do. And if you ever need to talk about it, I'll listen anytime.

[she nods emphatically.] Just that...means a lot to me. Listening, I mean. I guess I always thought that talking about difficult things would bother people...

Everyone is different, so I suppose there are some people who don't like listening to other people's difficulties. But I don't mind one bit. If you're still worried about it, to make things fair, I'll come talk to you about my problems as well, if that's okay.

If I could help you like that...I'd be happy, too.

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Sky's Embrace Followup [Video]

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