I do not wish to exist for anyone's enjoyment. I wonder if perhaps she feeds on the energy of our interaction--our thoughts, our emotions. It is possible that we are being manipulated without our knowledge.

Since people appear and disappear at random, I wonder if this place is unstable, or if the Queen is forgetful, or a creature of whim. Thus far, it is impossible to predict her actions.

I have decided on no course of action, but I appreciate your offer of aid. I too have no desire to disappear.