Yes, my own emotions have been unsettled here as well--that one time with the chocolates, as well as the side effect of building my Headquarters. It is one of the most distressing aspects of the Gardens. [Emotional matters are not Sephiroth's strong suit.]

I was being trained, so I did have external guidance, whereas you do not, if my assumption is correct. Fortunately, no one is endangered by your ability, but I imagine it would benefit you to have greater control.