Maybe, but she might not have been happy even if she hadn't. You're right that you can't know, so don't feel guilty about it.

[Not that it's that easy, and Nue realizes it. Acknowledging when it's pointless to dwell on something is still important, she thinks.]

He gave one of her children away...? Why? [Nue tries to think of how she might feel in that situation, and she can't. The fact that she doesn't have a maternal bone in her body probably has something to do with it.] ...Sorry, I don't know if I can really relate to something like that.