It's hard to explain... When they're quiet, inside, they hurt me physically. When they're out, they drain my prana--my magic energy. They're always doing that, but it's worse when they're out, or when I'm fighting. Then they take more and more.

[It's embarrassing to talk about the Matou Family magic like this, to be part of it when she'd always wanted to get away from it, more than anything.]

I hate them.