Would she have felt better if she had? Probably not: she just would have felt worthless, and that wasn't something she wanted for Amimiya.

"No one could have stopped it," she said, almost as if she could read Amimiya's mind. "Besides, it wasn't so much the pain that bothered me. It was how I was a fly to her, like I was pathetic and she was only fighting me to teach me a lesson. I wasn't even worthy of her time."