It was easier at home, when I just got blood from the hospital to control the bloodlust. That isn't part of my inversion impulse. Neither is the insanity you saw. The Crimson Red Vermilion is very controlled.

Those others? I absorbed them from my brother. I've been trying to find ways to mitigate it for a year now. [She ran her hands through her hair again and growls in frustration.]

I will find a way to make myself drink from the Lake again. I just wish I didn't have to drink the Queen's blood. I don't like all those darker urges coming out.