I am sure that if I remain here long enough, I will adjust and come to find this normal. [Not that she wishes to be here a long time, she wants to return home.] There are some in the world who do not care; they wish only for one or the other or find the ugliness to be their standard for beauty.

It is...something to get used to, I will admit that. Too quiet. [It's weird not having to look over your shoulder or rip down posters and have your name precede you through whole cities.] Then that is good news.

When they have many at their disposal, it matters little. They send others to fight their battles for them and keep themselves to themselves, surrounded by their very best guards.